There’s also this lovely little problem called imposter syndrome, you may have heard a bit about it going around as more and more people are starting to pay attention to it. It’s led to me rising in job titles/ranks extremely quick - I often tell people I’ve managed to get to my current job about 10 years too early. I mean it when I say I’ve gone 18 hours at a time without eating to play with computers or attack things on HacktheBox. I also have ADHD which pairs extremely nicely with this (no, it’s not a superpower) - and when I hyperfocus, I hyperfocus. It feels like I have this constant urge to binge watch something on Netflix, except in this case it’s not Netflix, it’s tearing apart tech concepts. I also didn’t have access to computers as much growing up so I feel…behind. I’m a 28 year old eternal kid who has been obsessed with tech for as long as I can remember, and subsequently ignored that to go to college for other things. I’m sp1icer, hopefully that much was easy to grok. Meanwhile, here’s what we’re trying to avoid: If I can save even one of you some future pain, then this post is worth it and has met its goals. I want to kind of ramble a bit about what happened to me in hopes that someone else doesn’t do the same stupid things I seem to keep doing and hurting myself with. First post in a while, first post back, first post from me on mental health, lots of firsts going on here. Darkest Dungeon narrator » HELLO, FRIEND. A Day in the Life of Sp1icer: What Could Go Wrongīe wary - triumphant pride precipitates a dizzying fall…
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